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  • Jul. 8th, 2009 at 8:31 AM
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4th of July
Had lots of people over for food and drinks. It was nice seeing everyone that came over and for the most part I was enjoying myself. The heat bothered most of the people but later in the evening it was more comfortable to go out side and relax. 

7th of July

Had a wonderful night with Greg for our 2 year anniversary. I was surprised by a new scanner/printer which I would have never of guessed. I got him a few shirts since year 2 is supposed to be Cotton. We mostly spent time with each other since he took the day off from work. We also went to Three forks  Since I have never been there. I can really see why he loves the food there. 




I get that a lot lately with the drama streaming down from all over the place. How do I justify my reasoning for playing a game that seems to cause a bit of stress? 


1) My friends play it and those people I enjoy playing with I get a smile on a face. That to me is priceless
2) Cheaper than having to pay for some over priced drink at a bar just to listen to others be catty to other people. 
3) No matter what the people I am around there is going to be drama. Let's face it cool people are like honey and Drama Lamas want to lick them. 
4) Story lines are fun and help inspire me to do other artsy stuff
5) I have fun
6) I like the distraction better than TV at times.


So some people worry about my stress levels well I can honestly state I am a lot better than where I was at and getting through it. Also I have weeded out certain things out of my life to make it more stress free. I refuse to give up and run away from an issues that happen but with certain people that have made up of their mind and I have lost respect for in some form or fashion we wont go into the details on it. 



Kind of hoping this weekend will be a little more fun and less stress since we have a friends wedding to go to, but Sunday I am dreading since I have to go over to my mom's again. I am at a point in my life where things are becoming more and more complicated and somethings I dreamed about having or doing are slipping away. I guess this is part of growing up having to give up somethings for others. I just kind of wish it wasn't dealing with school or having children, but I will make do with what I have and try to do my best to get a job that I am happy with and get things taken care of.



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  • Jun. 16th, 2009 at 12:54 PM
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Weekend update

  • Jun. 1st, 2009 at 4:01 PM
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I had a nice a weekend for the most part at A-kon. I just wish I could have spent more time with my best friend outside the convention. I feel pretty drained right now and like I am coming down with something. Last night I had a huge melt down and it lasted for almost 2 hours. I went to my theropist today and told what all had happened and she showed me a diagram and showed me how I just let things build up on me and how people have certain levels before they get upset. I told her everything that I had blocked out and just broke down again today. I didnt realize how hurt I am inside how many losses I have encountered, how much anger I have for situation I feel are unjust. I had blocked out so much stored it all up that it just got bad. I feel better now just drained. I was told to write letters to all the people I had lost in my life that I felt I didnt get a chance to say it to them. I also need to just write down things that bother me alot more than I have been.

 

I know what I need to do now and what how I am going to approach things. I pretty sure I am going to be giving up a few things in my life that I know will be for the best. I have to confront a few more issues just deal with it and move on.

How I feel lately is

Unsure

annoyed

low selfesstem

tired

undesirable

ill

 

How I feel about certain people that affect me Negtively

annoyed

disappointed

Enraged

stand offish

distant

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Final count is in

  • May. 20th, 2009 at 11:18 PM
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So this Semester I made 3 A's and one B.

and so now total Credits toward my degree is

57.000

GPA is 3.8

Well hopefully I can push it up to a 4.0 in the next Semester.

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Well yay

  • May. 17th, 2009 at 11:44 PM
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So far 3 of the four classes I had for spring Semester I got my grades in and made all A's so far. Just wating for one more class to come in and I will see if I made a good grade or not. Currently  Have made almost all A's in all my classes all but US history where I made a C cause of one of my papers and a couple of Test.

Now to continue on and knock out Summer Classes.

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*sniffles, sweat groan*

  • May. 11th, 2009 at 3:50 PM
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I am pretty sure this school is trying to get me sick....

Women's restroom just down the hall, fucking feels like you are in Houston!! WTF??!

Go into the digital editting lab.. Fucking cold as hell. How cold? When you are losing feeling in your feet and finger tips.. and they are turning blue.. And I am not the only one so STFU polar bears!

*groans* I would just like this class to hurry up so I can take my flipping test and turn in my porject.

tomorrow.. I head to the shrink .. W00t!

Class project

  • Apr. 28th, 2009 at 8:32 AM
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My project is to make movie Credits so I thought I would be a little crazy and fun with mine... I am hoping to make more credits of different styles. This is only a rough draft of what I am going for,

Things are well diffcult at best.

  • Feb. 18th, 2009 at 12:26 PM
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Warning bitch mode on:

 

I am overwhelmed at school and other things in my life. Perhaps I have come off rather short with people or a bit rude to others. I apologize if anyone feels that way, however I would greatly appreciate people not pushing the point with me and continue to ask me what is wrong then following up with Greg asking about me. 1) If I feel you need to know I will tell you, don't go behind my back being nosy. 2) Please do no push the point with me when I say no, I don't feel like it or GFO. 3) If you can't follow 1 or 2 and know you can't I respectfully ask you leave me a lone PERIOD.

It's just fucking annoying having to deal with petty issues like these on a daily bases. I have more pressing issues to deal with at the moment. I personally would like to thank Redwing for being very cool about everything and Greyboy for taking my mind off things.

 

 

This weekend:

 

People that are apart of the guild or will be apart of the horde guild “Dark Phoenix” There is a gather at my house this Saturday about 7 ish. If you want to come let me know through e-mail or call me.

 

 

Tonight

 

I will be working mostly on my projects and having some time to myself. So I will not be at James and Mel's tonight.

 

General update

 

I am okay just a little drained and moody. I miss everyone and hope that everyone is fine.


Back from 1st part of vacation

  • Dec. 28th, 2008 at 4:34 PM
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 So I stayed in MS with Greg's side of the family for X-mas and had some fun and what not. Granted on the way back I dubbed my self Saint of Broken Arrows and Ash while dealing with a gas station that was one of those modern gothic American rundown placed where you have to go in to pay and the roads have more craters than pavement. Then the poor poor suicidal plastic that went under my car but not damage....


I am all fuck tired at moment from recovering from illness, road trip and bleeding for a week. 

I did in fact get a lot of clay tools for X-mas, art books and japanese cook book. I have to go and pick up some books on CD, Ski clothing at Dicks, See if I need to take the car in for service and see Mom to give her gifts.  Needless to say I am kind of in a pissy mood about having to run around in a time crunch to get this all done and then get ready for our next trip. 


Oh well it's worth it.  I just have to be ready for school on Jan 20th.

Oh yeah .. made all A's this last Semester....


Heh

  • Oct. 10th, 2008 at 4:11 PM
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Perhapes not as funny at the one Trotfox posted in his LJ but I had to do it

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WoW Event

  • Sep. 19th, 2008 at 9:08 PM
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Rules of the Event
 
 
I.                  Hiding rules
1.      Off limit domains
a)      Horde Capitals / bases
b)      Alliance Capitals / bases
c)      Not in the water. [Islands are fair game]
d)      Not near elites.
e)      Not up in mid air on a flying mount.
2.      Has to be in or on a stationary point [Boats and zeppelins are off limits]
3.      Must stay put until discovered.
4.      May only move when Duel is lost or won.
5.      Once a location is found a clue will be broadcast to those participating.
 
 
II.               Dueling rules for level 64 and higher
1.      You may use guardian & battle elixirs; however you may not use mana or healing potions during the duel. If caught you will forfeit your duel and person is allowed to find a new spot to hide.
2.      You only get to duel once per a location no rematches.
3.      If you win duel we will receive a prize/voucher. You can play as many times as you want but if you win you must sit out on the next round.
4.      If you lose, person is allowed to find a new location.
5.      Duels can’t be refused by the person hiding unless any rules are violated.
 
 
 
III.           People under level 70
1.      Since the person is level 70, we want to make it fun for everyone of all levels. If you are below 64 and find the person. You will get a mini award. This will also affect the person hiding and is allowed to move to a new location if found.
 
 
 
 
 
Prizes
Round one for levels 64 – 70
Choice of:
-          100 gps
-          A personal hunter or healer for the day [PG-13]
 
Round one for levels below 64
Choice of:
-          50 gps
-          1 Stack of potions your choice
 
Round two – Five for levels 64 – 70
Choice of:
-          50 gps
-          A personal hunter or healer for the day [PG-13]
Round two- five for levels below 64
Choice of:
-          25 gps
-          1 Stack of potions of our choosing
 
Round six for levels 64 – 70
Choice of:
-          200 gps
-          A personal hunter or healer for the day [PG-13]
-          Commissioned art piece of your toon by me [http://phoenixgoddess.deviantart.com/]
 
Round six for levels below 64
Choice of:
-          100 gp
-          2 stacks of potions of our choosing
-          Commissioned art piece of your toon by me [http://phoenixgoddess.deviantart.com/]
 

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Sep. 10th, 2008

  • 9:36 PM
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Well I am a live. Lucky me I have 3 projects and all of them are fun. However I feel slighty out of place when talking to people and just like I am back in High School. Today I manage to accomplish a lot and saved them on my flash drive that manage to lose everything I had on it. Such the retard I can be I didn't back it up the hard drive at home or at school so all the work I have done for the past 3 semesters are lost ... 

When I get home tonight I am hoping we can save the file and transfer them to my hard drive. So Please Pray for me I get all my files. in the mean time I did save this one I did work on in class today. 


I am kind of depressed atm and wish I would stop making silly mistakes like this.  In the mean time I am trying to get in to the National Technical  Honor Society



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Aug. 16th, 2008

  • 12:34 PM
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Your result for The Perception Personality Image Test...

NFPC - The Artist


You perceive the world with particular attention to nature. You focus on what's in front of you (the foreground) and how that fits into the larger picture. You are also particularly drawn towards the colors around you. Because of the value you place on nature, you tend to find comfort in more subdued settings and find energy in solitude. You like to deal directly with whatever comes your way without dealing with speculating possibilities or outcomes you can't control. You are in tune with all that is around you and understand your life as part of a larger whole. You are a down-to-earth person who enjoys going with the flow.








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Well DUH!

  • Aug. 2nd, 2008 at 2:12 PM
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You are a Firebender!

Firebender

The first firebenders were taught by Dragons. To the Fire Nation, fire represented destruction and anger was central to firebending. True firebending involves balance, emotional stability and inner calm, as fire truly represents life. Firebending draws its power from the sun and is stronger during the day, strongest during Sozin’s comet which arrives every hundred years. Firebending is not possible during a solar eclipse.

Which Element do you Bend?

Contest update

  • Jul. 7th, 2008 at 9:58 AM
OMG
OMG I WON !

I WON!!!!!!! *SQUEEE*

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"The post work gives this entry a classic style. The composition is excellent. "

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