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Blarg

Yup.. Today has been just that.. Un Motivated day with reason.
: looks around :

:shrugs:

just realized soon I will be a year older and it doesnt seem time went by that fast but it has.
I am starting to think that soon I will in the my thirties and just being the same person and nothing but more goof memories, Drama, and experiences to put under my belt. Just wonder if maybe I need to cut back some of my actives and focus on other things.

Oh well moving right along. I will report all the happenings later on when i get back from the Movies.

Yay..

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5beroptic
Apr. 28th, 2003 04:56 am (UTC)
yay! :P~
sandmansister
Apr. 28th, 2003 07:20 am (UTC)
I feel ya...
I am starting to think that soon I will in the my thirties and just being the same person and nothing but more goof memories, Drama, and experiences to put under my belt. Just wonder if maybe I need to cut back some of my actives and focus on other things. Well, you could do worse than have those things, as it means you've really lived. But I feel your frustration. My 30s aren't at all what I expected. Not bad, just weird. Feeling like I don't have much to show for myself but lots of "almost" dreams and a pretty mundane life.

But then I tell myself that all I've learned while living that mundane life plays into what I need to know to make the other things I really want a reality. Sometimes you're in a gathering phase while others become a creating, active phase. No point in acting when it's not time. Wastes energy and makes it that much harder. Wait for your moment to strike. In the meantime, sounds like you're laying a good foundation.

::huggles::
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