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Dangerously Smart?

I don’t know about that. Everyone has their smart days some people I know always have a friggan smart day!

But you know I kind of wonder if maybe that I am being hard on myself I just never thought of my self as very smart just clever enough to get by. Meh,.. Then again my family was hard on me about learning. Read this do that Blah blah blah, you need to know how to do this equation backwards and forwards. Save save, save, listen! Don’t set aside duties. Now I am finding myself extremely competitive and beating myself up.

So is that a bad thing? I guess not cause I am always trying to improve and push my limits seeing what I can really accomplish. Or am I really putting myself to an early grave?

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sparkyx
Feb. 27th, 2004 07:00 am (UTC)
I think all parents should push thier children to succed even more then they(they parents) did. They say that parents want their kids to succeed and live the best life and education is the only way to climb up the economic ladder. I don't see it from that perspective... but I'm not parent, so I don't have to. I suppose when we beat ourselves up, it's only for the best. I know that when I'm stressed with all my activities and school and not feeling that I'm living up to the academics that my brother achieved, that it just keeps me going.

yesh, this got long.
nick1983
Feb. 27th, 2004 08:46 am (UTC)
Don't be hard on yourself, coming from someone who knwos you, your one of the smartest people I know It's the truth! being creative is part of being smart. Ill bety you know alot of things that the people around you didnt know. even if they arnt some great math equation, its osmethign you know that they don't! so feel free to stick you tongueat them and say " Ha Ha ! Im smart!"
twilightfenix
Feb. 27th, 2004 08:55 am (UTC)
LOL I will take your word for it ^_^
Thanks Nick!
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