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There is not much to say..

I am busy, I am disappointed with a few of my friends, I have been having nightmares again, and all I am going to do is move on.


There is something inside me that I am trying to figure out. It’s a restless spirit and I hardly know where to start to satisfy it.

Latest book I am reading is Math and the Mona Lisa: The Art and Science of Leonardo da Vinci written by Bulent Atalay.

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dannydamonkeybo
Nov. 16th, 2004 06:29 pm (UTC)
hey, good luck to ya...i know how it is when you have something bugging you and you can't quite place it...hope it all works out well in the end for ya....pljh
twilightfenix
Nov. 17th, 2004 04:30 am (UTC)
I am sure they will Thanks Danny
smokin_man
Nov. 16th, 2004 08:40 pm (UTC)
Difficult situation....
Perhaps all you can do is simply go with the flow. Stop searching so hard. Sit back, enjoy the good read, and let everything else fall into place.
Maybe the restless spirit doesn't need satisfying. Don't know what that could mean as I have not experienced that in my life. Unless of course if you count the restless need to move on, to push forward, that sort of thing.
Miss seeing you at the get togethers and hope things go your way soon both spiritually and physically :)
*HUGS*
Mick
twilightfenix
Nov. 17th, 2004 04:28 am (UTC)
Re: Difficult situation....
Yeah it seems really nice to just sit back and let go but I am the kind of person that is determined to find an answer even if it proves me wrong. I guess I am strange and self mutilating to my personal mentality.
Miss you as well and Ia m sure things will be fine.

:huggles: Thanks Mick!
auxiliarypriest
Nov. 16th, 2004 09:12 pm (UTC)
Disappointed with your friends?? Not us, I hope.

NIghtmares suck ass. I get them once in a while myslef, usually stress dreams
twilightfenix
Nov. 17th, 2004 04:30 am (UTC)
No they are not yall .. It's a long story.. Any ways.. Yes Nightmare suck major donkey balls. Stress I dont know about that.. these nightmares lately have nothing to do with my personal life so it is rather disturbing.

snow_lynx
Nov. 16th, 2004 09:29 pm (UTC)
Don't be disappointed. *HUG* Just know that we all have our very low points and we all have our moments of hideous behaviour when everything crashes down around us and all we have left is a cry of rage that we don't know where it came from and where we're aiming it, but we'd better cry out just to prove we're still alive...

But your friends all love you, and will all get past it.

AND, I have wanted to call you all week, but I'm outta minutes on my cell until Friday. Can you call me sometime? :D OOOH... I have Thursday night off and can make dinner again until Oberon gets home :D
twilightfenix
Nov. 17th, 2004 04:25 am (UTC)
You know I can understand human flaws, I am completely understanding about that but when a person chooses never to grow and just stagnate. It feels like a drag on your resources when you try to be patient with such childish behavior.

I miss you a lot as well and I think that would be nice to hang with you on Thursday. Then I can torment you with my fan fiction. Heh ;)
snow_lynx
Nov. 17th, 2004 06:46 am (UTC)
*HUG!*

YEAH read me your fic and I will read you mine ;D

I have another ST to post soon, as soon as I'm done with my Robin one!
twilightfenix
Nov. 17th, 2004 06:53 am (UTC)
Sweentess I will have to read it through then ^_^
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