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I know.. I am asking for it..

The problem with LJ: We all think we are so close, but really we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then, as you like, post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

>_> You Bastages.. I know you are Lurking and want to nail my ass with some personal question .. You better do it now.. Or dont BOTHER!!!!!

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whitetigergeek
Jan. 18th, 2006 03:49 am (UTC)
here ya go
When is it that you feel truely .....:
-sexy?
-frightened?
-sure of yourself?
-frustrated?
twilightfenix
Jan. 18th, 2006 04:46 pm (UTC)
Re: here ya go
Sexy: Well when I feel wanted and it’s not one of those “hand me down” compliments. I don’t fish for the attention I rather earn it and if I don’t get noticed then I guess I didn’t earn it. I have never felt truly attractive but on these rare occasions when I feel the attention is sincere and not some pity of feeling they are obliged to give me attention. Doesn’t help my self esteem but them again I rather get my boost in a healthy way.


-Frighten: I supposed when I feel I am about to lose someone close to me. It’s hard to have people you can really trust and love and I rather be poor and rich in these kind of friends and family than rich in wealth and lacking of love.

- Sure of my self: When I know for a fact I am right and nothing can fuck with me not even Mr. Devils Advocate himself. I get a gut feeling or I “know” deep down nothing can phase me I know I don’t have any reason to back down.

- frustrated: Hmm well a lot of things/people do that to me from time to time. But I guess these are the factors for it, Get heard out and walked all over cause someone else is starving for attention and suddenly they becomes certain stage and what I was talking about get side step. Or people that tend to assume to much and then just fuck up something that was completely selfish and stupid. Things I have not control over cause I like being in control. Guilt trips are the worse for me and I hate them. Not many people realize when push it with me I don’t go off and cry I go and throw up and that pisses me off more than anything and it happens with the closest of friends sometimes and yes there is always hardships with the roses so I tend to try to put that aside. Other people however I tend to wait and see if they improve then I will let it go, if I do not I randomly remind them in some way either in a polite manner or with a 4X4 up side the head
auxiliarypriest
Jan. 18th, 2006 11:56 pm (UTC)
Re: here ya go
Hmm, don't feel attractive sometimes. My answer, see icon above. In the immortal words of Stan Lee,"'Nuff Said." :)
twilightfenix
Jan. 19th, 2006 12:37 am (UTC)
Re: here ya go
you dont have to feel sexy to show breast .. If you are proud of your body isnt not being sexy it's being proud there. I do not feel sexual about it now it I was pinching the nipples of playing with them .. then that would be sexual
auxiliarypriest
Jan. 19th, 2006 01:54 am (UTC)
Re: here ya go
True, but I'll put it this way for you. I bet Greg (that's your man's name, right?) probably gets down on his knees at night and thanks the good lord for gracing him with your presence each and every day. If he doesn't, he must be one crazy old boy. Physical attributes aside, if we must :), as far as I can tell, you're a smart, beautiful gal who like 90% of the women I know, have self-esteem issues for some stupid reason. Drives me crazy, but that's how it is. Sexually speaking, as far as I can tell, you have a healthy sexual appetite, which is always a good thing for appeal to men, and it shows in that you and your man have been together for quite a while in a non-married capacity. Now, I'm not denouncing or pushing pre-marital sex, but to put it simple, all men are pigs to some degree; and in a relationship in this day and age, men require a certain amount of things from their partner. My woman worried about me cheating on her a few years back, but I told her plain and simple that if I wanted to cheat on her, I would break up with her instead. Same goes for me and strip clubs. I don't mind going with friends, but if the g/f doesn't want me to go anymore (like she has for the past few years), I don't. I respect her wishes and I really don't need to go somewhere else when I got it at home. What I'm getting at is this, your man stays with you for a reason. And yes, your companionship and feelings do matter to him, but all people still are driven in some respect by their more base feelings.
What I'm really saying is this: I understand that liking your physical is something to be proud of, and I understand your meaning of feeling sexy and/or sexual. I just hate seeing gals who have pluses all-around (i.e. looks, brains, etc.) have that not-attractive feel. Yer a damn good-looking woman and should be proud of it, and anytime your man is around you, you just looking at him and winking is probably popping his hormones through the roof. Anytime a gal can get a guy flustered without trying should make her proud of herself as a sexual being.
twilightfenix
Jan. 19th, 2006 03:31 am (UTC)
Re: here ya go

Low self esteem doesn’t root from my relationship with Greg I am very happy and feel at my best with him. I self esteem is mostly rooted from cruel nature of people as youths and my family pointing out in a brash way my flaws. Yes, I should not allow this to bother me but people I care most about and think that their opinion counts have either made me or destroyed me in that sense weather or not it was intentional or not the damage was clear. But not only that but my self esteem is not only rooted mostly from the physical view but also the intellectual view of things. I get be little more from people I care about than I do from a stranger which I find rather ironic as well but you know it is my fault for not saying something but when you do say something they get offended and find reasons to validate instead oh… I am sorry that was never my intention.
auxiliarypriest
Jan. 19th, 2006 05:24 am (UTC)
Re: here ya go
I understand. I know people who have the same kinds of problems. Hell my girlfriend/fiancee is one of them. Most people who act like that are projecting their own problems on others to cover up their insecurities with themselves. I used to worry more about what people thought of me, but for the last decade or so, I really stopped caring what others thought. Nowadays, there is probably a handful of folks who can say something to me and make it matte. This small group of people could validate to me anything I do, no matter what. The rest of the world can think what they want, but as long as this small group is on my side, I'm golden. Now, I know its not just an easy, open/shut thing to do, and I know that what's in you from childhood is going to stay with you: that's how life is. But, if you're ever feeling off-key, you should go to a mirror, look at it, and just recognize that you've got flaws just like everybody else, but you've also got your merits, and all that is what makes you you. And truth be told, I wouldn't have it any other way, because I like my friends just the way they are. So, I don't want to see any pouting from you, cuz me seeing gals sad really honks me off. So gives a smile and know that you're making somebody's day better because you're a part of it. Cheers. :) and hugs to Stephers, everybody's best looking goddess.

Aside from the serious stuff, when I said the mirror thing, all I could think in my head was"Don't sound like Stuart Smalley from SNL, you can't be taken serious then."
twilightfenix
Jan. 19th, 2006 08:01 pm (UTC)
Re: here ya go
*hugs* you know one day we will actully get to hang out =P
elcucuyfeo
Jan. 18th, 2006 04:21 am (UTC)
where were you born?
twilightfenix
Jan. 18th, 2006 04:45 am (UTC)
Baylor Hospital Dallas Texas 9:15 AM
dmo214
Jan. 18th, 2006 04:30 am (UTC)
To be honest, if I was ever curious on something about you, I ask.
I don't think I've ever held back any inquiries.
But, if something comes up, I'll let you know.
thebb73
Jan. 18th, 2006 05:10 am (UTC)
I know you like guys, that's not what I'm asking, but you are an artist so I feel I can ask this anyway. What do you find most beautiful in women?
twilightfenix
Jan. 18th, 2006 04:35 pm (UTC)
There are three things I find wonderful on the female list.

1) her curves doesnt matter what size she has them and they are wonderful.

2) lips have always been a killer for me.

3) legs nice pair of legs
auxiliarypriest
Jan. 18th, 2006 05:13 am (UTC)
I'll keep it simple. Have you lived in Dallas your whole life, or did you move away and come back again?
twilightfenix
Jan. 18th, 2006 04:42 pm (UTC)
I lived for Houston for a few months and moved back cause my mom could not handle it. Then I lived in Italy for 3 months and came back. I have lived in Iriving and now Little Elm.
lord_breetai
Jan. 18th, 2006 07:36 am (UTC)
Can you whistle? I can't. Can you roll your toung? That I can do
twilightfenix
Jan. 18th, 2006 04:28 pm (UTC)
I can whistle better than most and keep a tone and two toned as well. and yes I can roll my tongue
kymberlynn
Jan. 18th, 2006 01:40 pm (UTC)
Can you honestly close your eyes and see yourself later with kids and growing older? (me not so much)
twilightfenix
Jan. 18th, 2006 04:49 pm (UTC)
You know this is interesting cause I used to be able to see that when I was younger but now well no I cant myself any where to be honest everything around me is not as clear any more for me and it’s not doubts just a lot of changes. I don’t deny I would love to have kids and teach and learn from them. Help bring them up in a better environment I have always wanted which always positive and happy with parents that will be there for them.

I can see myself growing older that is slowly growing on me as an passage in life, first I did not like what was going on with me but now I am accepting and more determined to see things out.
twilight_kat
Jan. 18th, 2006 02:58 pm (UTC)
Um, hmm. I really liked your mug, the one with the phoenix on the side. And for the longest time, there where a pair of boots at 'Plante Sole', that maybe me think of you...
So, are you a shoe whore? And if not shoes, is there something you have many of, collect in extream, or near-extream.
I am, ooh, oooh pretty footwear....chachachu.

^.^
twilightfenix
Jan. 18th, 2006 04:33 pm (UTC)
I am not goign to lie I love shoes but mostly boots.. I wear them out faster than any other pairs of shoes I have. Honestly I do not buy them my mom does soo I guess I am not that extrem lol

My most impressive collection of anything is my anime atm
whudspeth
Jan. 18th, 2006 06:22 pm (UTC)
WHEN WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT MEMORY SERVES YOU, THAT YOU PICKED UP A PEN, MARKER, ETC. AND STARTED DRAWING?
twilightfenix
Jan. 18th, 2006 06:29 pm (UTC)
Pre school .. Mrs. Plumb's Day care to be correct. Manila paper and crayons and went down hill from there
xkookykrysx
Jan. 18th, 2006 07:19 pm (UTC)
Is Texas your forever home, or would you want to move somewhere else someday?
twilightfenix
Jan. 18th, 2006 07:32 pm (UTC)
Home is where the heart is they say. I dont see any reason to move from the state and Greg feels the same way at this time. So I think we will make this "our" until something strange happens
unclesiko
Jan. 20th, 2006 03:11 am (UTC)
Who/what is your favorite anime character?
twilightfenix
Jan. 20th, 2006 07:43 pm (UTC)
I think there is two Lina Inverse from Slayers and Yoko Nakajima from The Twelve Kingdoms
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