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Despite most of the challenges that have been apart of my life lately. I am certainly feeling better about myself and feel like I can go out in public with no issues and not think someone is talking behind my back, not whispering spiteful thing or wondering how I got so chubby. I don’t feel like I am under magnify glass and being cut apart feeling naked and defenseless.

 

I am still consumed with a lot of things like the wedding which I hope Greg helps me more on, helping my family move, new job, dealing with the family inheritance and my personal life. I am thankful to those that have been very understanding and realize I can’t always be at social events, write and emails everyday or read Live Journal every moment of the day.  I am grateful for the unconditional support over the personal and no so personal issues. I just hope I can return this kindness in the future in some way.

 

I am opening this up to the public to be nice and allow people the chance to let me know if I need to add them on my LJ. I will warn some of the people that did remove it was cause you lost my trust on certain things and because it will take some effort to regain that trust. If I say no to you it will be in e mail. I do not believe in intentional public attacks, we all understand unintentional cases happen. But hopefully have advanced enough to understand to take it off public venues and have a private conversation through E-mail or on the phone. I didn’t mention public cause that is asking a lot at this time. I can barely see my best friend and my blood family, let alone keep up with my relationship with Greg and have some time for myself.

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whitetigergeek
Dec. 12th, 2006 05:38 pm (UTC)
*hugs* glad you are making progress. I always got your back.
auxiliarypriest
Dec. 13th, 2006 04:39 am (UTC)
Sounds like you still have a full plate there, kiddo. On the wedding front, you're going to have to get on his backside a lot to make sure he gets his stuff done. Trust me, my wife had to keep me toeing the line to get my stuff done. Take care of yourself, and always remember to do what's right for you. :hugs:
xkookykrysx
Dec. 13th, 2006 10:23 pm (UTC)
thinking of you. :)

offers of wedding help still stand. I'm a good envelope stuffer ;)
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