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Okay..
So most of you know I have been really struggling with getting more food. But it's hard keeping up with things when bills come in and I dont have the funds to pay bills and get food.

Well It's cuasing me exhausting when I havent had enough food and eating alot hurts and then I Am passed out again.

Mom felt bad and bought me food =/ What are mom's for?

But then there is Goth boy that Well .. past few nights I have been over I have been sleeping alot and not having Wild Bunny sex .. :shrugs: I felt bad and explain. NOW he is more concerned and gave the speech to let him know and that I need to stop trying to save face.

But it's not me trying to save face.. It more like I am so busy and just distracted enough were I just dont really talk about it all that much.

Besides I am not going to him or mom when they are both getting ready to pay large bills.. ARGHH!!

Needless to say I need to do something soon.. I just hope I get the 12 hour shift days in JAN so I can save up and have a back up plan for things.

Hopefully I can also get some OT in DEC so I can really afford to buy myself ome new gloves..

:shrugs: I am FREAK!!! WOOHOOO

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cluegirl
Nov. 29th, 2002 09:34 am (UTC)
Some suggestions: Take a vitamin B complex every day, along with a good high-content multivitamin. This can be an expensive investment, but a big bottle will last you a long time, and for people with weight-regulation issues, and energy issues, it is VERY IMPORTANT. The B complex vitamins will help regulate your appetite, and that will remind you when you need to eat, like a normal person.

Second, make some different food choices than you have been: Eat more nuts, for one thing. They have a lot of fat, but NOT a lot of cholesterol, and for someone with a metabolism like yours, you don't have to worry about it going to your hips. You can get a lot of them quite cheaply if you go to the health food store, and buy from the bulk bins. Make a mix of nuts, raisins, sunflower seads, and yogurt chips, parcel it out into baggies, and try to carry one of them with you at all times, so you have something to keep you going when you start to wind down. Avoid excessively sweet things like cookies or muffins, but try to eat more carbohydrates like bread and rice, and corn, if it isn't too salty. These can be cooked up ahead of time, so you don't have to interrupt your schedule to eat something. Also: Peanutbutter sammiches; you can make up around 5, cut them up, and stash them in the fridge. Tres cheap, and very quick. Don't neglect your veggies, but if you're trying to put on weight, make sure you eat at least as much carb and protein in any meal as you do veggies of any sort. Also: Fruit juice is an excellent weight gain medium, since it dumps all that natural fructose straight into your bloodstream.

Try setting yourself a timer, to remember to eat 4 times a day -- if you set it more often, you can even get away with eating less, overall.

The only thing you have to watch out for on a weight gain diet, is Cholesterol, but IF you take a B complex vitamin every day, your own body will keep that under control for you. Good luck, and let me know how it works out for you.
twilightfenix
Nov. 29th, 2002 10:35 am (UTC)
Thank you so much for the advice!
I will let you know how it works out =D

You so rock
rikagumi
Nov. 29th, 2002 12:18 pm (UTC)
I haven't ever had to support for myself or live on my own so I don't know how cruel life can be yet. I'm sorry you're having a rough time right now Phoenix. Take care of yourself! *hugs*
twilightfenix
Nov. 29th, 2002 12:54 pm (UTC)
Thanks hun!
Trust me it's not crule if you allow it to be.. more like a Challenge.. But then again.. I am always going through things backwards
kangitanka3
Dec. 2nd, 2002 04:50 pm (UTC)
HONEY!
If you need a meal, come over the Collective! It may not be posh, but we won't let you go hungry!

Love,
~~KT the Concerned About His Sis~~
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