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Dreaming of the Dead..

Dream I had, please understand that most times I have some control over them but this one is very graphic in some cases and that is why I am hiding it in a Cut Tag.

I remember lying in bed on my back, which in my sleeping habits is very rare. I was drifting closer and closer to sleep when I felt something touch a whisper and me. I quickly opened my eyes and it was happening all again, this is what I thought. The same vision of a white hand going over my eyes and whispering to me in an eerie tone, ” Don’t worry I wont hurt you.” But instead the whole room had changed and I was standing up and looking a very large room that had marble floors and walls. Torches that were dieing down from the use over a few hours it seemed. I felt the by me trying whisper in my ear. I couldn’t turn my head to see who it was, I don’t know if it was I freaking out or just they didn’t want me too.

Well I choose to walk listening to the whispers which kept saying, ” Thank you, you found me, you are listening to Me.” In the back of my mind I am thinking like I have a choice in this matter. Still creeps me out a bit cause it feels as though someone is invading my dreams and I can’t do a damn thing about it. I finally get to a hallway and see a girl lying on the floor barely alive. When I knelt down and tried to touch her someone had appeared in front of me and had this morbid look on his face as though he enjoyed the fact this girl was suffering. I stood up to face him off and walked through me as if I were a ghost. GAH!

He knelt down and said something I couldn’t understand. And slit her throat I freaked out and tried to wake up. But oh no I was dragged into it more by seeing what happened to the girl in the first place. I guess she lived there or served there I have no clue I am not an expert on these things. I just know I saw her running down the hall screaming as someone else grabbed he asking if she was okay then that guy came around the corner and asked the other person to hand her over and he did. Okay I was like ass hole scaring this woman like that. Then this is were it gets a bit more graphic and I warning you if you read do not whine to me that it bugged you.

:: sighs:: Well he started to scream at her and beat the snot out of her. I could do a damn thing. I just stood there watching this and the worse part is I already knew what was going to happen. She stopped screaming and tried to defend her self but the guy was over powering her. She fell over and he did the worse in my mind. He raped the girl at this point I ready to wake up, but I cant or what ever. She just laid there dieing and that was when I found her. I was freaking out and turned around and saw the girl standing there with her throat gapping open pointing at the man that was coming down the hall way. I didn’t care now if he could see me I was going to fuck his world up.

But then it happened, he bastard could see me as though I was a ghost and started to curse and sling things at me backing away. So I thought I use this as my weapon and just approaching him guiding him along until I found a suitable time to end the game. I finally lead him to a staircase where he feel down and snapped his neck. Needless to say I got cast judgment.

I saw the girl and she seemed a bit better all I could do was try to offer some comfort, but now I couldn’t talk and I woke up. And this is all the dreams I have had this last week, I hate seeing how people die. It’s not what I want to have in my dreams.


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Mar. 27th, 2003 02:40 pm (UTC)
wow that's weird!
Mar. 27th, 2003 07:24 pm (UTC)
Hmmm... It is not really that graphic to me, but I understand your feelings toward the whole thing, I bet you still wish that you could have woken up and not seen what had happened.. but remember everything comes back x3 and I guess that is what happened to the guy!
Mar. 28th, 2003 05:39 am (UTC)
I guess..
But I keep having other Dreams of other peopel dieing. I don't get it I do not have a morbid curious nature for death. I just wish I had a more rational reasoning behind it. Oh well.
Mar. 28th, 2003 08:27 am (UTC)
Hmmm.. maybe something will come to mind as to why or maybe someone can help you find the reason behind it.
Apr. 1st, 2003 08:50 am (UTC)
I know I'm just an anonymous coward here, but have you thought about what this seems to show about you? If the psychologists are right then you are a protective person who sees a lot of bad stuff going down and you want to do your best to help.

I'm inclined to believe them in this case, from what I read of your journal you do seem to care a lot about what happens to people.

Just my 2 cents/pence/bits of copper :)

Simon Gill
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