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Moving right along slowly killing myself

This weekend was all about working hard for a friend and then cleaning for a boy friend. Then finding out I am really sick. DAMN IT ALL

So I didn’t want any one to worry because I am really tired of either straining my back or getting sick. I don’t like laying in bed and being treated like a child. I hate the fact I get irate over little things and then having People question me if I am okay. No I am not but I don’t want you to know.

I wasn’t feeling good when I was driving back from mom’s early on Sunday. So I thought I could lay down for just a bit. But that was tossed out the window when I realized I needed to get some more work done. And I didn’t want to bother with anyone having to deal with it.

::mutters:: I get up to work and throw twice! Then find out I can’t play hooky from work on Thursday like I was hoping because I have Training. Major Training that my job depends on me to have on time, and all I wanted was to spend time with Redwing and trotfox. =/ …


And this week I am just going to have to work since the way they set up the Schedule I can’t miss a day. ::sighs:: This is just shitty..

And then This Friday I need to go back over to the Apartment to get the rest of Crap. So I can get things finally done.
And I just refused to bother to ask Greg for help cause he didn’t seem like he wanted to when I asked this weekend about it. So why should even bother reminding him about it? Besides it’s my stuff not his.

This might sound bitter but I am just not caring about a lot of things right now and since I am punishing my body already why not just go all the way?


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Aug. 4th, 2003 07:39 am (UTC)
*grabs a lab coat and turns into Doctor White Tiger*
*straps you down to a bed until you rest and get better* there. And now for the ultimate medicine. *big hug tiger hug until Phoenix smiles* it's tough love, but it's all good luv. Yes, I'm silly but I want you to feel better. Nobody doubts your strength, especially me.

*slowly unties her and then runs for his life*
Aug. 4th, 2003 01:44 pm (UTC)
Re: *grabs a lab coat and turns into Doctor White Tiger*
0.o; Thanks I think? :: rubs her wraist and finds a bat::

Luv yah
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Aug. 4th, 2003 01:46 pm (UTC)
Re: Um...
I am going to skip out of work tomorrow cause I need it. Greg agrees with this. count is up to 3 times of losing my meal..:: mutters:

Dont worry.. It's not like I Am going to die here.. Yessh I have to many people to make thier life a living hell HA!

Aug. 4th, 2003 09:56 am (UTC)
I might be available Fri to help you load your car. Not sure just yet, though.
Aug. 4th, 2003 01:54 pm (UTC)
Will see if I need any help..Thanks
Aug. 4th, 2003 10:34 am (UTC)
Hey, I really hope you feel better, PG :(
Just hang in there, and don't be too hard on yourself, okay? ;)
Aug. 4th, 2003 01:51 pm (UTC)
I will be fine.. I just need some rest and real food to stay down. I hate being sick and being here at work
Aug. 6th, 2003 05:36 pm (UTC)
i absolutely love yer LJ
Aug. 7th, 2003 05:21 am (UTC)
Thanks, I like your LJ Icon that is cool looking
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