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Oh yay ...

This three day weekend.

 

I helped a little with the garden. I still need to finish it and make it look a little better.

I didn’t get to shoot off fire works or see a movie thanks to my sinus issues. I am feeling a little better now.

 

I feel a little awkward with the meds I feel like I am outside my body and see a restrained person. I feel like I still have a lot inside me and every time I talk about it with any worry it still feels restrained. Gah I don’t like this stuff at all, I might just toss it and move on to something better.

 

Gothman asked me about the meds and when this all started and I thought I told him but I guess I didn’t do a good enough job on it so I sat there and explained it and I felt embarrassed by it. I feel embarrassed by a lot of things this past week. I feel a little run over too.

 

 

I am supposedly doing 12 hours today.

 

 

OT - Taking Calls

07:30 AM

08:00 AM

 

 

Open Time

08:00 AM

10:00 AM

 

 

Break

10:00 AM

10:15 AM

 

 

Open Time

10:15 AM

01:00 PM

 

 

Lunch

01:00 PM

01:30 PM

 

 

Open Time

01:30 PM

02:45 PM

 

 

Break

02:45 PM

03:00 PM

 

 

Open Time

03:00 PM

04:30 PM

 

 

OT - Taking Calls

04:30 PM

05:45 PM

 

 

Break

05:45 PM

06:00 PM

 

 

OT - Taking Calls

06:00 PM

08:00 PM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This should be interesting day. It’s kind of strange but I feel lonely when I am at work. I get excited when I get email [work address] or PMs from the boards I am on from friends and not the spam kind just a message or thought they want to share. It kind of makes feel like special. But for some reason I dread looking to my personal e mail when I am at home.

 

Funny how that works sometimes in life. I miss the messages I used to get from goth man on e mail when had time to talk to me on ICQ or e-mail. Any ways.. I think when I get home tonight I going t straight to bed.

Comments

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snow_lynx
Jul. 6th, 2004 08:11 am (UTC)
Sounds like a good plan, the sleeping part. I got only about 5 hours last night, and I'm bound to get only about the same tonight, with 4 and 5 being the average for the past few days.

Some night this week, we have to find just an hour to sit in the back yard with our big floppy hats on and a glass of wine and watch the sun set.
twilightfenix
Jul. 6th, 2004 08:13 am (UTC)
I think that would be a very nice idea. Maybe Friday or something.. Thursday is Greg and Stepher's day soo .. Hmm or Wed but I dont want to assume anything.

*Hugs*
seawee
Jul. 6th, 2004 09:15 am (UTC)
I am sorry I missed you on Sunday night! By the time my boyfriend and I arrived, you were doing your best burrito impersonation in a comforter in Greg's room. I didn't want to trample in there and disturb you by saying hello.
twilightfenix
Jul. 6th, 2004 09:27 am (UTC)
GAH!!! I wanted to see you!!

:sighs:
seawee
Jul. 6th, 2004 10:18 am (UTC)
I am surprised you didn't stir when Greg opened the door for a second to show my boyfriend and I how the room looked. The house is really nice! I am sorry we got over there so late, but I was shocked to see it was 11:00PM by the time we left my friend's house.

I would love see you two sometime in the near future. Since C & I live in the Fort Worth/NRH area, is there a halfway point you can think of? Dallas is OK with me, as long as work doesn't tire me out too much during the week.
twilightfenix
Jul. 6th, 2004 10:28 am (UTC)
Heh it takes a lot to wake me up when I am sick..

I will talk to Greg and see what we can do.
I think it would be great to hang out and talk!
seawee
Jul. 7th, 2004 08:54 am (UTC)
Good! Just let me know when the two of you are available.
xkookykrysx
Jul. 14th, 2004 02:25 pm (UTC)
what meds are you taking???
twilightfenix
Jul. 14th, 2004 07:36 pm (UTC)
Zoloft
xkookykrysx
Jul. 15th, 2004 06:24 am (UTC)
*squishy hugs*
twilightfenix
Jul. 15th, 2004 08:27 am (UTC)
*hugs* I will be alright.. Just Hate this stuff witha passion
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