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Update.. sort of Meh..

Hey guys just wanted to thanks for the support. I am really sorry about not responding to everyone or answering my calls on my Cell like I should.

Mostly I need to get my shit together and I can’t really do that and be a decent friend, well that is what some people assume, but I am starting to get things on track. It’s just going to be a little rough right now. V_V I didn’t want to disclose this to everyone and it’s only because I am going to be straight about this. I don’t trust a lot of my friends I have 110% I have my reasons on that. And before anyone gets on their gosh darn soap box, stop for a second and tell me that you trust all your friends 110% WITH EVERYTHING. I am sure you will feel the same. Any ways, moving right along I am I am working out. Yay.. Next three months will be rather interesting and well restrictive on a few things I love but oh well healthy before luxury.

So yeah .. >_>

Good news did my profile again today and I show up 29.5% on personal rate of return after two years EAT THAT HA!


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Jan. 7th, 2005 12:21 pm (UTC)
Eventhough I don't understand a lot of what you are saying. I am here for anything you need. Unbiased sounding board if you want to yell. Take care Stepher-lious.

Jan. 7th, 2005 12:28 pm (UTC)
thank you very much ^_^ :hugs:
Jan. 7th, 2005 01:04 pm (UTC)
about the only thing I understand in all of this is not trusting everyone 110%, as much as I try to, there are some I just can't...nobody in particular on my friends list, just others, so that I understand...I will keep you in my prayers (yes, believe it or not, I still do that), and if there is anything I can help with, you have all the ways of contacting me...D-
Jan. 7th, 2005 01:09 pm (UTC)
Keep up the good work babe. you're doing great.
Jan. 7th, 2005 03:18 pm (UTC)
TRUST YOU 100%, but not with 100% of me. And LOVE YOU!
Well, besides the mathematical impossibility of trusting someone 110%, I don't trust ANYONE with 110% of myself. And not just because that's impossible.

Here's the difference. There are people that you COMPLETELY trust. But that does not mean you have to give them EVERY BIT of yourself. It just means that, with the bits you DO give them, you COMPLETELY trust them to keep it to themselves.

There are things about me NO ONE will ever know. And if you have enough cool stories to tell, no one will ever realize they're not getting everything. ;) Besides, what person gives away every one of their secrets? What is left, then, inside them?
Jan. 7th, 2005 08:37 pm (UTC)
Do what you need to do hun, dont let people ask for more than you can give. don't give more than you feel is right. Its far to awkward for anyone to ask "am i one of those people", if anyone asks direct them to this post and they can consider themselves thwaped!

Sometimes its hard to be considerate and realistic (If thats what is happening here, I don't know im sure you got your reasons)

For what its worth hun, you have my support.
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