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So basically here is the quote for today



There are no gold medals

for the 95-yard dash.

-         Max DePree



Now for something substantial to read, well in this post that is.


I am feeling fine, just slacked this week on working out cause I am trying to get adjusted with the diet and weather [wipes her nose with tissue]. My thoughts are on the fact I wonder why people think I am smart, I honestly don’t feel very smart I just feel there is only common sense but then again as my family says there is nothing common about it. Meh, I guess what ever works I am still alive haven’t thrown my hand in a blender or anything or played Russian roulette with semi automatic weapon. So yay me!



I have been feeling a strange tugging on my mind lately like something missing or I need to find it, don’t know what it is yet but I am sure I will find out.

Had a really nifty dream but I don’t know if it’s even worth talking about to be honest it’s just well something I thought was interesting to my senses.


Sitting by a lake in the night time, it felt like summer and I guess it would be close to it cause I saw fire flies in the distance in a open meadow. I was just waiting for something I guess or that is the idea in my mind. I reached over to my side and pulled out slender wooden flute and started to play it. Sort of whispering the melody out through the instrument it felt like nothing could touch me while I was playing. I thought it was rather comforting to feel this way cause I haven’t felt that way in a very long time. I kind of wonder if one day I will be able to do that and really experience that feeling while awake.


So here is a question for those that have read this what you do think am I just smart. Clever, making it by or what ever, I am very curious what you guys think or see since I am blind to some of aspects. >_> - man I am opening a can or worms lol!


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Jan. 20th, 2005 07:57 am (UTC)
There is so many ways it can be put. You are not just smart, your practical. In otherwords you know HOW to use your knowledge. Anyone can learn something, doesn't mean they could use it any better than a monkey.

Your fun, you and enjoy what you do ( when your not dealing with stupid people on those phones) and you make the people around you enjoy life with you. Its not just that your inteligent, but you make others happy.

Creative. From what I have been able to roleplay with you, not only do you play a character, but you play the world she exhists in and make it believable. You have imagination. If I knew you offline as well, I am sure there is more that this could apply too.

If I may ad an interpretation to your dream? Extremely simplified I think it means Stephers needs some time to herself, maybe not a huge amount of time, but some time to just sit and enjoy whats around her.

I can elaborate later if anything is unclear, but for now I must head off to school.
Jan. 20th, 2005 08:39 am (UTC)
Have fun learning..
hmm I will ponder this more >_>
Jan. 20th, 2005 09:39 am (UTC)
I already know how to handcode, yet alot of the job market wants you to know Dreamweaver.. so i preatty much sleep through the class unless something is said that i dont know, mostly im just learning a new interface, although I do like the auto complete to the tags. very helpful.

I was sitting here thinking about photoshop. I remember you sent me a website with tutorials but I think I lost it i cant seem to find it anywhere. Could you post it or email if you get the chance? it would be a great help. ^.^
Jan. 20th, 2005 08:19 am (UTC)
well phoenix, let's see...you were smart enough and had sense enough to get out of the way of the pointy things we were using during our fight this past season....you were smart enough and creative enough to come up with counters that I threw at you...and you were smart enough to make it through another full season of faire...not to mention, it may have been common sense, it may have been survival sense, either way it took brains to get through the Faire of Mordor (Hawkwood), and you did that...so you take it how you want, but I am pretty sure there is a very smart and intellegent phoenix that is reading this...
Jan. 20th, 2005 08:39 am (UTC)
point objects must stay away.. yeah ..
Jan. 20th, 2005 08:43 am (UTC)
well, either way, had a lot of fun this past season at scarby, and am going to miss you, redwing, and firestarter....
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