I know it will pass, I just don’t like this feeling cause it feels like someone has strapped me to a chair in a room and had everyone I have ever cared about yelling at me telling me how worthless I am. This is a feeling that makes me want to take showers repeatable times in a day hoping it will just wash away but there is always some infection growing back some little word someone[s] said that I allowed to build up and then I just want to explode.
Everyone is allowed to have flaws. Some people are allowed to turn the cheek accept the comments of those flaws others are too weak to handle them. When does it get to the point when even the strong people get rubbed raw enough to snap?