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Mummble -grump- bleh- WTF OUCH

>_> So yeah..

This week = lack of sleep
What I can I do to remedy this? Not a lot I have a full plate this weekend and well I am going after work to pick up gloves so I can do round 10 on the gardening. Tomorrow I will be picking up mulch, kind of depressed by this factor cause well I prefer to have someone else pick up the mulch after the little stunt I did to my left shoulder. [Pulled the muscle all along my arm and shoulder today .. YIPPY!]

I should go see about getting my back looked at or something but it seems like that will not happen for some time. I am always scared they are going to tell me I have a hump on my back or something. Hump??!! Well you see my grandmother had one on her back you never really noticed it until one day we were laying on the floor backs on the floor looking up and Grandmother could not put her head down cause of the hump. A lot of people say I look and kind of act like her. So that fear comes up once in awhile. It’s bad enough I had leg braces and head gear.

I slightly frustrated and hurting emotionally it doesn’t seem there is a lot I can do but
A) Hurt people
B) Endure it and move on

So I guess I will move on and just find a better resolution.

I drew a few pictures but I am not happy with them ..
Matter of fact I hate them.. I know I can do better so I am just focusing more what I can do to improve.


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Jul. 31st, 2005 10:29 pm (UTC)
stay strong. Thinking of you.
Aug. 1st, 2005 05:27 pm (UTC)

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