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Lack of sleep.


As of late I have been having real issues with sleep. Last night I went to bed about 1 AM and woke up at 4:23 AM and I could not go back to sleep for over an hour. It was very frustrating by far. I don’t know if its stress, the mattress or what I just know it’s really showing that I am not getting the sleep and this rather sucks ass.


How ever I did manage to have one successful dream that I could remember after a long period of not remember any dreams.



I think this is based on the future cause it felt like it. It seems this girl who looked like maybe a young adult or older teen was watching out for two children either siblings or babysitting a boy and girl. It was at a county fair kind of setting but at night time the children are holding her hand on each side of her and tugging on her each direction wanting to either play a game or ride one of the big scary rides. She knelt down and told them they do both but only one at a time since there was one of her. As they moved along to the ride the girl bumped into some guy that apologized quickly thinking it was his fault. She assured him it wasn’t and briefly looked at him thinking she remembered him from some where. It seemed to be the same for the guy cause of expression but that broke when one of the kids tugged again.


After the fun at the fair they went home. As she went inside the house she tried to turn on the lights by waving her hand only to realize the power was out. She instructed the kids to stay put in the foyer of the home while she went to get a flashlight. Suddenly she heard aloud crash and rushed back and saw the kids were scared witless. The little boy had pissed on him self and the little girl was shivering speechless. As the older girl turned around there was three men that didn’t look very human but in human clothing gave a not so friendly fanged smile. She shoved to the children behind her and acted as though a wall between them and told them to start to run. But it was no good they were uncanny with their speed and snatched up the children and bound them up. Throwing the kids in the closet and the older girl tied in a chair knocking her out.


It seemed as though days past and every day that past it felt like this was it. The men kept taunting her never really letting her know why they were there keeping them captive. They had already killed the parents when they came home and left the corpses to decay on the couch. Out side few more people showed up building some kind of building or something. Then one day one of the children had slipped out and untied her, she grabbed the child and threw her forcefully out side and screamed at her to run as fast as she could. The little boy was no were to be found at this point. The little girl started to run as one of the other men ran after the older girl and blocked her way she looked at him closely and realized he had the same features of the little boy. She took a few steps back in disbelief not sure what was going on. Something swirled around him and said there was no way to back out now. She only ran out side and said “If I can’t out run you I will try to out fly you.” Not really sure if she knew she could fly but it didn’t seem she had the principals down she ran and started to leap up and started to  fly up slowly the man started to scream at her and jump up and pull her down but there was way now she was too high up. Down below it looks like the homes were built in a canyon and she when got higher up there was desert lands with extremely larger homes or castles it was hard to tell. She flew trying to focus as hard as she could and each time she though of what happen she would lose control and start ascending to the ground. It seem like several hours she finally so drained she started to black out. Hitting hard against a roof top of a build and skidding across roof tiles and hitting a pool. Someone had saw her and dived in the pool and fished her out. She tried to fight the person off squirming and fighting but she was drained it was useless all she could was cry realizing what had happen. The person picked her up and carried in side getting ready to call someone and pausing on for a few moments thinking at this point it would be wise just patch her up and allow her to rest.


And that is all I can really remember..


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Apr. 26th, 2006 06:58 pm (UTC)
You've probably tried all the standard remedies I've been trying in order to sleep, too - and the only foolproof ones I've found are Tylenol PM or Benedryl - but I can only use those if I am in serious pain or having an allergy attack.

Warm bath, Yoga relaxation segment on my DVD, small glass of milk, reading, making sure it's not too warm (ceiling fan), etc....

Otherwise, I can come over and whack you over the head at bedtime ;)
Apr. 26th, 2006 07:11 pm (UTC)
I have taken Tylenol and all it does is make me Drosy and then I get the gitters again...

Apr. 26th, 2006 07:28 pm (UTC)

Okay, so bonking you on the head it is.

Apr. 26th, 2006 07:44 pm (UTC)
Sure why not.. Btw.. Have an idea for Web comic.. >_> deals with 3d renderings
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