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Sleeping Pills and Strange Dreams

I have been taking my sleeping pills alsmot every night while I am at home. And I keep having very strange dreams. I mean some of them are just sick and twisted.

:;sighs:: Need to stop watching these dark movies for awhile. =(

Any ways, Last night Krys and gothboy were home getting the network up.
Krys has service, I dont. =(

Gothboy said he will get this up by this weekend and he promised. I just dont like people promising me things like that when I just have this feeling.. Anyways...

I miss my family alot And wish some of them would come over Sunday to meet some of my other friends I have made. I am really proud of myself for goin gout there and meeting more new people with a common intrest of what I like to do or talk about. Makes me feel that I am trying to improve myself.

Strange? Nahhhhh..
Job situation.. round 3 is approching us quickly.. And I have no idea if I will be one those luckey people that will be apart of this class. I can hope and do the very best I can.

Emoitions lately have been desiring change.. What changes I dont know yet .. Something that will improve me as a person and help others benfit from.

Sometimes I feel I am not here for myself but for others. The reason I state this is because I feel better about helping others out. just a few times do I ever feel like it's a burden and I want "me" time.

Well I am rambaling now.

Phoenix..only known as Stepherzilla, The queen of monsters.

Comments

xkookykrysx
Jul. 25th, 2002 11:04 am (UTC)
I miss my family alot And wish some of them would come over Sunday to meet some of my other friends I have made.

Perhaps I missed an email or something, but did you actually ask the fam to come over on Sunday? Just a thought... we've not actually ASKED hardly anyone over yet.

Speaking of, is it alright if we have the Tustins over on Saturday night (they are a maybe, not a definite yes).

Also, I'm getting soooo excited about our movie night. Personally, I want our house to be totally in order before we get too many people over, but I can understand about wanting people to see the new place, and see it NOW! ;)

smooches!