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soul mates

Soul mate, such a strange term that seems to have such mixed emotions of desire, longing, hurt and extreme excitement of joy. I can’t really say I am even and expert on this topic at all. At one time I thought it was a romantic notion of a bond that could go against time it self. But I guess in away I just wanted someone to love me as much as I have loved them. And sometimes we are not lucky to even find the first time we try. But the idea of there being more than one person sounds more like someone picked up one soul and dropped on earth and it shattered like shards of one person broken to make more souls to inspire in some direction. I can see that and I am know I am lucky to find a lot of them in this life time.

I guess to find that one person that is the one you want to bond with in such away that can’t really be described by words is somewhat of a mystery to me and I will never really understand that want. I am not saying that I want it now or ever like that. I am just rather guarded on a lot of my deepest thoughts even ones I will not share with even to God.
Call it selfish or scared but once you think you have something and have it ripped from you. You kinda start to question things more in detail. I will never question love or the loyalty of anyone close to me. I will never ask for more from gothboy than I have cause it just right for me. I haven’t felt so at peace in a long time and I like it.

But what I want or may need is to have a better understanding about what a soul mate can be or is. If it is not just one person and there is many then maybe I have found a few them. :: rubs her head::

I guess it’s a tough subject to encounter if it’s not tangible in words or emoitions..


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Oct. 26th, 2002 05:30 pm (UTC)
Re: Funny...
I think that any words for others stating thier ideals on any matter is welcome cause how else can one grow without outside sorces of experience or ideals?

thank you
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Oct. 26th, 2002 06:21 pm (UTC)
Re: You are welcomed.
In some ways I think I understand what you are saying. Cause there is a group of friends I would die for on any occassion cause there is a bond with them so strong I know when they are speaking my name or thinking it. But it doesnt make anyone else less of a person my eyes or heart. I love each person for being them.

HA Flirt? I am accused of that most times as well, but then again I am just very playful ;)
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Oct. 30th, 2002 07:17 am (UTC)
Re: Yes, that is what I am saying...
Just wanted to say your replies on this topic have been most insightful. :~)

~~KT the Lurking...Sorta~~
Oct. 26th, 2002 04:08 pm (UTC)
Call it selfish or scared but once you think you have something and have it ripped from you. You kinda start to question things more in detail.

I know EXACTLY what that feels like... and the doubt and fear that follows.
Oct. 27th, 2002 03:18 pm (UTC)
I define a soulmate as a friend you've had for longer than a lifetime. I can't call a soulmate the missing part of me, because that burdens Trotfox with NEEDING to complete me. He does not. I am complete all by myself.

But I choose him as the 'best friend of my soul'. And I have a significant number of other friends of my soul - nowhere near the least of which is you.

Love you. Have since Time began. :)
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